…but people make it so f-ing hard sometimes!

Let me explain, on Monday me and a friend went to get pedicures. We went right after I got off work and so I was wearing my work clothes. This is the outfit


It was a warm day so I thought I would wear a dress and actually felt cute in it!

Well within 5 minutes of walking into the nail salon the lady asks me if I am pregnant. Ummmm, what? I didn’t even know how to react and still don’t. But comments like that are part of the reason I am self conscious.

A moment that made me feel better: A girl, also getting a pedicure, complimented my dress as I was walking out. I told her the story and she said she totally disagreed.

Moral of the story: I will not wear that dress again until I lose at least 10 lbs. I better get on it cause my closest selection is becoming limited.


I want to eat

May 20, 2011

Not becuase I’m hungry but because I am stressed!! On the agenda today:

1. Wake up 30minutes later than planned, skip workout.

2. Get to work an hour early to attempt to get some studying in.

3. Work a full 8 (should have taken the day off obviously)

4. Take Lifeguard certification test unprepared cause I suck and just started studying last night

5. Hopefully pass said test, come home do homework for summer school (which sucks btw) that I should have started Monday and have ignored until tonight.

6. Sleep – Hopefully, dont know if I will actually have time for this one.

All of this is making me just want to through my hands in the air, say forget it, who cares if I fail, and eat 20 cupcakes in the span of 2 minutes. Cause you know, gaining 5 more pounds and failing at life will make me feel so much better.